What do you when you’re not comfortable being in your own “home”. Sadly, I can’t call this place “home” anymore. I find it disappointing to feel this way. I never would have thought I’d feel this way. I would rather stay cooped up in this little room of mine, at least I know I feel safe/comfortable here. The abusive words you say are painful. To hear words like that come from your mouth is just unpleasant and unkind. What kind of person says those things? Seriously. I can’t wait to leave..